Saturday, 18 May 2013

Remorse

Remorse, come.

No, not regret. Everything that's passed has happened for a reason.
Everyone that's come and gone, there's been a reason behind that too.
Growth.
Dear lord please stop us before we become like Icarus;
I mean, isn't in our nature to overreach?
Wait.
Wrong race. We're genetically programmed to seek comfort.
So we settle - for half-truths, for ... relationships that drain our substance.
Pathological short-changers ...
We seek in others what we're afraid of finding in ourselves.

Who are your idols?

Why do you settle?
Why don't I settle down?
Perennially unanswerable questions.

So remorse come.
For all the bad I've done.
All the bad I'm going to do.
Just a sinner, who's gonna sin again.
But I'll be damned if I don't help someone along the way.

Why do I consider myself among the helpless?

"I listened to your problems. Now listen to mine."

Remorse ... Come.
Looking for perspective.
On life, lies.
Honesty. (No whole truths here)
I mean ... You can't handle the truth. I mean, who can?
I mean... But I'm not. Generosity's the virtue I aim for.

Come ... Remorse.
But I can't.
I've already rationalized all my actions.
For-the-greater-good.
But what happens when the greater good isn't good enough?


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